it took me fuck loads of courage to kept telling you the same thing over and over again for the past couple of months so that we won’t drift away.
but you don’t understand.
all you ever told me was to stop it. but have you ever tried to understand what I was saying?
i just wanted us to be close like how we used to.
i know i feel like i was close to you before and now we drifted apart.
maybe i was the only one who felt that way.
we’re no longer like how we used to.
I should let go because our friendship wasn’t as important to you as it was to me
you’re just like the ones before.
for a slight moment, thank you for changing for the better.
wish you could have stayed longer and let the change absorbed me.