it’s been awhile since i last update this blog.
I’m trying to be better again and I’m trying to just get rid of this depression.
I don’t know if spending my time alone helps but i feel more peace and calm when I’m alone.
I still miss talking to Abang but he never even look for me anymore or reply my text.
I am the invisible person.
I always tell myself that i would never let anyone treat me that way anymore but one person that I thought would never treat me that way…did.
So, lesson learned!
Even meera doesn’t really talk to me.
So I guess even to my families i am not important.
I would really like to know how would they be if I were to die.
I don’t matter to my friends nor families.
and the one thing that I’ve always pray for seems like it’s never going to happen.